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Bedtime Story

My previous Round Robin blog post about story ideas reminded me of this poem I wrote when my son was little. He’s 25 now – my, how time flies!!

Bedtime Story

My bright boy shines –
toothbrushed, washed,
hot water-bottle warmed,
ready to be cocooned in
the pages of a book.

Charmed and chapter-ready,
I rest my arm
across his shoulders,
inhaling deep the drug
that is his perfume.

Together we journey
deep into magical words,
spun into dragons,
and forests,
and happy-ever-after endings.

He is entranced,
entangled in the
ebb and flow,
eye-bright, excited, and
“Just one more chapter, please…”

Later, creeping by his room,
I cannot resist
going to pay homage,
drinking in the angelic beauty
that is his sleep.

My bright boy shines
and stirs at my kiss;
“I love you”, I say,
willing my words into his dreams
I turn and close the door.

© Anne de Gruchy

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Haikus for my Dad

Breakfast routine lost
because there’s no jam. Wondrous
result – full fry-up!

Dad, dog, Bramcote Hills,
mud and early daffodils,
unpredicted sun.

Birthday theatre trip,
puzzled by play. Dementia?
East Midlands’ accents!!

Outside his window
birds in the aviary.
Daily choral joy.

Memory fogs and
can’t play CD. Inside head
The Sound of Music.

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A Blessing for Woodbrooke

This is a blessing I used at one of the evening ‘Epilogue’ sessions at Woodbrooke. It was inspired by the connection I felt to Celtic spirituality while I was here – the relationship this place has to the gardens and nature, and to the rhythms of work and the year.

At the rising of the sun,
when the night disperses with a whisper
and we welcome the promise of day,
let us embrace this place and the people in it:
welcoming their work
welcoming their leisure
welcoming the Spirit that travels with them.

At the height of the sun in the sky,
when community gathers to share food
and news of their efforts and of each other,
let us celebrate the harvest of our hours,
welcoming bounty
thankful for friendship
humble in the face of the beauty of this world.

At the slow, red, setting of the sun,
when the light spreads into crimson wonder
and our hearts are opened wide,
let us drink from the well of the silence,
living only in this moment
drawing deep
lighting our souls from within.

© Anne de Gruchy

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Olympic Dream

I was recently alerted to Benjamin Zephaniah’s brilliant reading of ‘Do Not Go Gentle into That Good Night’ by Dylan Thomas. This was filmed as part of the Poetry Society’s Page Fright project and can be found here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vaH2XO7z4l4. This poem is a villanelle – a form of poem where the first and third lines are repeated in a specific pattern, giving an intense and rhythmic feel. Sylvia Plath’s ‘Mad Girl’s Love Song’ is another example.

This reminded me of my own attempt at a villanelle, which it seems appropriate to share at this time with its Olympic theme…

Olympic Dream

(A villanelle)

They always said that she would go for gold:
No schoolgirl dream – she pushed for each last stride.
Classmates withdrew and watched the games unfold.

At ten, she raced; at twelve long limbs ran bold,
collected trophies, fuelled parental pride –
they always said that she would go for gold.

No time for boys, a girl whose soul was sold.
Friends dated, loved – a world she was denied,
so she withdrew and watched their games unfold.

They told her once that she would break the mould,
show others how, with work, you turn the tide,
and, as they said, she knew she’d go for gold.

For ten long years she trained, Olympics rolled
within her reach, opponents pushed aside.
Her coach withdrew and watched the games unfold.

Crouched at start-line, her breath, her life on hold,
she stood, then walked away – something had died.
They always said that she would go for gold,
but she withdrew, then watched The Games unfold.

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Angels

A miracle, dear readers! In my blog post on 1 February I lamented the loss of a poem. Less than two weeks later and I have found it! I was looking in a file of mine where I keep ideas for new novel themes, and there it was – filed in the wrong place (very unusual for someone as organized as me!). Serendipity indeed – I was only looking in this file because I have finished the first draft of my novel and am thinking about possibilities for the next one.

The poem was bundled together with the details of the Christian Writers’ Group workshop where I wrote it. We were looking at the work of Thomas Traherne, and one of his poems triggered the image of angels for me. It was the poem ‘Wonder’ that begins:

How like an angel I came down!
How bright are all things here!
When first among His works I did appear
O how their glory did me crown!…

So here, for your delight, is my own lost poem:


Angels

Angels in raindrops,
trapped in reflective globes,
beating their wings against surface tensions
so fragile
so nebulous
that they craze and burst at the first
flared
feathered
pulse of energy.

Fractured and fragmented
they split,
spilling into a thousand million orbs
that scatter like mercury
across the ridges of a leaf.

And plunge…

plummeting to earth,
free-falling
only to be trapped by the lace of a spider’s web.
Garnering the light they shine,
patterned by arachnid labours.

Come morning they greet me
as I approach with a basket of washing.
Cornered between line and post
the multitude of Heavenly Host.

I turn and take my load indoors
to spread
damp clothes
on radiators.

 

© Anne de Gruchy

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Love Came

This poem was written at Advent, but works equally as an Easter poem. It was written many years ago, before I became a Quaker, and holds a strong resurrectional message. Now that I am worshipping in a less trinitarian based setting, many people I know would find the words of this poem difficult. This also applies to myself, as I have moved towards pluralism in my beliefs over time. But however much we value other traditions and ways to access God, we each have practices and experiences that work for us, individually. I read this poem back and I still get a very strong sense of God working in my life – of the eternity we are given to live a life in God and the spirit, whatever words we use to describe our experience, and whatever route we come to it…

Love came to us in white, a virgin’s child,
Wrapped tight in swaddling bands, a boy
Laid in a manger, straw for bedding piled,
Because of Him, I hold an Advent joy.

Love came to us in black, the curtain torn
From top to bottom, heralding His death
Upon a cross, destiny of baby born,
Because of Him, sin-free I live on earth.

Love came to us in red, Passion of blood,
From human womb to glory wrought from Thee,
An infant’s smile, wide as a river flood,
Because of Him, I have eternity.

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The Colour of Poppies

This poem was written in November 2014 at a time when there were many events to commemorate the centenary of the commencement of the First World War…

The poppy that I wear is white.
Safety-pinned to my coat, self-conscious in its isolation
amidst a sea of red.

At the Cenotaph, at hundreds of ‘lesser’ memorials
scattered amongst market towns and village greens,
people stand, heads bowed, and for a moment
a precious silence falls.

No silence, though, in those far-flung lands.
Not poppy-seeded, centagenarian fields,
but arid, mountain-fringed desert.
Towns, villages, mortared to rubble,
Prayers called
from the remnants of a mosque.

Bloodied:
A child, schoolbook in hand.
A missing limb
A missing parent
A missing brother, holed up with rebels in the hills.

Politicians speak but do not listen
to the screams of the souls of their dead.
‘No more, no more’ the chant of the grieving,
the wail from white-sheeted bodies
lining a corridor where lights flicker and fail.
No water to wash them clean.

Even I, immersed in the politics of peace,
Fail to resolve the conflicts at my door.
What hope for those, three thousand miles away,
caught up in war?

And, after all,
the poppies that we wear are red.

annedegruchy.co.uk image: poppies

© Anne de Gruchy